Returning home from the office, I found myself sitting on the train in a state of stupor, as one is wont to be while commuting home at 6:53pm in full dark. Unlike Sherlock Holmes, I did not consider injecting cocaine to be a good solution, so was just staring off into middle-distance, instead. As ever1, I had music playing on my headphones — and yet I could not, for the life of me, tell you what was playing. It was some medley of same-y tracks that Spotify had decided I should listen to that day, all mushing together with no intentionality or progression.
There is currently much hullabaloo in the software-producing1 domain about whether LLMs (or AGI generally) will soon™ replace us all (or indeed, all white collar jobs).
Until it BSODed while opening my photo editor earlier today1, my home PC had over two months of uptime — pretty alright for a Windows 102 box! This is not atypical for me: while browsers are pretty good at keeping my tabs indefinitely these days, my text editors persist unsaved changes automatically, and seemingly every other application autosaves every keystroke3, I generally prefer to just put my computer to sleep at the end of the day and have it resume to the exact place I had left off.
Saving (or losing) work isn't even the main issue here; it's primarily persistence of mental state — like a CPU lifting a frame off the stack to reveal a previous one, resuming the computer also allows me to resume the frame of mind I was in when I last used it, catapulting me into the flow of wherever I was up to before.
Like many of us1, I partake in the social ritual of daily puzzle games. Some of my favourites of these are lesser known gems such as The Daily Spell2, Clues by Sam, and Bracket City3, but my first love was NYT's Connections (sorry Wordle fans4).
Now, Connections is a flawed game5, and yet I find myself inexorably drawn back to it each day (even if only as one item in the sequence of other puzzles in the binge). Perhaps it's the thrill of cracking Purple first, or perhaps it's telling myself that I should just do it to try and do something potentially edifying with my last few minutes of the day, or perhaps it's just to spite whatever outlandish and/or unguessable groups it no doubt has to present that day6.
So, what does one do while staring at a puzzle, other than think about meta-gaming it?
There are many magic phrases — classics such as 'abracadabra', 'please', or 'open sesame' — but I think possibly the most practical (as far as a professional toolbox goes) has to be 'I don't know'.